August

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I dont know exactly why but August is bringing very.. ”That” girl, healing, divine intervention for me. August has a way of doing that — As we shift seasons, everything follows. Step up or step out. My priorities are changing and I can feel my twenty somethings beginning. A simple “I don’t have time for x, y, and z.” And - It’s not even to be egotistical or narcissistic; But simply to protect the energy of who I am, what I desire and where I expect to be. I simply don’t have time to throw all of the teachings i’ve done in the past three months out of the window all over one misunderstanding or one altercation with some negatives added. I have goals, and passions, and even amongst the trial - I still have to push through. I gotta keep going. May brought my attention to a numerous amount of things; grace, time and really began to persuade me down a line of intense thinking. My habits, my patterns, my faults and feelings are all things that require a balanced understanding and it’s my responsibility to make time for that.. For myself. Because, in a way, ignoring the amount of times i’ve been thrown into a situation with a lesson to come out of it and patterns that I’m seeing will just lead to more devastation. More rewinds. And, again, I’m falling on a timeline - And as I trust in the divinity of it, it is still my responsibility to put the effort into myself. For the sake of my desires, the way I want to see the world, and the way I want to hardwire my brain.

Restart. Refresh.

We’re midway through,

Here’s to August.